Not enough.

Paradoxically, I can certainly say I am not sure about a single thing, and when it comes to human relationships, especially romantic ones, everything just falls apart.

Vulnerability is the whole point.

I feel like I can be vulnerable but I can't act like I really I am, not to someone else's eyes.

People tend to hurt you more easily if you look weak, and being vulnerable apparently makes you weak.

So you're there, hiding yourself, trying to act like someone you clearly aren't and all of a sudden you turn into somebody else.

You feel like somebody else, you look, talk, act... you are somebody else – and the truth is, most of the times you can't show who you really are.

Every now and then something happens that wake you up and you start asking yourself:

Who am I become?

How did I get to this point?

This is one of the alarm bell: you changed, not because you didn't like yourself, but to not make everyone look into your soul, just to not let everybody understand what were you thinking or feeling.

Why is so hard to think that maybe someone else has your same feelings?

Why every time does it feel you're all alone in this?

I'm not talking about whatever, I'm talking about love.

Why is so hard to think that maybe someone likes you?

Even when you like yourself, and I do, you just feel you're not enough for this feeling.

I am not someone who always feels insecure, the opposite. I am proud of what I become and how I did it cause yes – it was hard, I struggled like never before but I made it. I did what I always dreamed of, and now i'm here, feeling like a completely new person who loves herself but i'm still not enough for love.